RiP Di

Haath pakadkar sadak paar karaane waalee beech raaste mein tanhaa chod gayee
Raaton mein khud jagkar sulaane waalee hameshaa ke liye so gayee
Banaakar humein insaan wo insaano kee duniyaa ko alvidaa keh gayee
Ek behen kee rooh uske jism se judaa ho gayee...

My Life

Till now, I have held on to the glorious pages of my life and never allowed the ink on them to fade. I have found solace in the fact that my past was beautiful. With every passing moment, the ink threatens to fade and a new battle begins. Till now, I have been a victor. Like a palace bereft of its treasure, I want to revive my glory but in this selfish world, this dream of mine will always be a dream...

Me and my cigarettes

I still remember being with you in the ruthless nights of winter wrapped in a shawl. Together, the three of us: you, me and your packet of cigarettes used to have a great time. You won't ever know that how divine the feeling is unless you smoke, you said to me while smoking in one such night. All right, give me one, I replied and lit the nicotine-filled stick and inhaled it for the first time. Since then, I have inhaled it more than I have exhaled it.
After you left my life forever, I tried my best to quit smoking only because, smoking with you was what made it beautiful, but, I failed.
My lungs have grown a penchant for nicotine and the puffs of my cigarettes look beautiful to my eyes.
Whenever I smoke in the ruthless nights of winter, alone, wrapped in a shawl, I MISS YOU...

Aaj bhee kartee hai wo humaaree hayat kee hifazat

Tadaptee hai rooh uskee uske jism ke liye
Jab bhee hum tanhaa raaton mein uskee baahon ke liye taraste hain
Us duniya se kartee hai wo dua humaaree hayat kee
Jab bhee hum us duniya mein jaane kee dua karte hain...

She redefined the word "even"

I made her and she broke me. Before leaving my life forever, "now, we are even" was all she said to me...

My once upon a time darling life

Dear life of mine,
Relent a bit sweetheart, so that I can at least breathe. I never wanted you to develop a penchant for laughing at my tears, but still, you did it.
Be mine for a few more years.
Love,
Your's Eshan Colvinian...